Tag: Writing


  • The Day Before

    The Day Before

    I thought today would feel different.  In some ways it does… I guess. My anxiety is ratcheted up a notch, even from its usual “stuck on high” setting. I feel uncertain about what I should be doing more of to promote it, but I’ve done that every day since I finished my first draft, so…

  • When the Artist is the Product

    I am a walking set of contradictions, an enigmatic concoction of diametrically opposed ingredients. My parts are eclectic and difficult to reconcile.  On one hand, I have a burning desire for my book to be read. I want it in the world, being devoured, and touching people’s lives. I want my book to succeed. I…

  • I’d Like to Speak to the Manager of my Brain

    Who’s in charge here anyway? I’ve been trying to speak to management for years now. I have concerns about these operating practices.  Let’s start with the Anxiety Department. Why, oh why, do they insist on sending out hourly memos about problems I don’t need reminding about? “Just circling back on that misstep you made in…

  • Life as a Stranger

    Life as a Stranger

    I know myself better than I ever have… The more I know myself, the more I know how unknowable I am. I have existed within a liminal space my entire life, somewhere between what I know I am and how others see me. I have never been able to simply be, to simply live as…